when you know you fucked up

Everyone knows what it is like when you fuck up, when you know you are going to have to go home to your woman angry at you, in your eyes you think you have done nothing wrong. I feel you guys, it happens, but we are never right, never! I tried to be the best boyfriend I could be and do all the things that make sense, I make mistakes, I am human. Yeah, it really does suck knowing that what you did could cost you something so special. I have learned its the little things that guys miss that make it so hard for some guys to understand relationships. For some guys, they never have had to care before, they never realized that, "this time it's different". Guys when they are under the spell of love make mistakes because they know they love someone its hard to think that people are trying to do something completely opposite from what your old lady is intending.

Lets take my example, I have a healthy appetite for smoking sometimes, yeah I admit I have a high tolerance for stuff, and sometimes I get in modes where it starts getting bad but somehow I always find myself backing away from the ledge, with my girl friends help of course. I fucked up I made a stupid decision to smoke some weed when I promised on our relationship not to smoke. I admit it was stupid, I am now paying the price. I am about to lose the best thing that has ever happened to me, I admit now I do have a problem with smoking, I do. Now it just probably cost me the most valuable thing in my life.

Guys do not fuck up, don't lie, don't cheat. It always, and I mean always comes back to bite you in the ass. I made my mistakes and I regret it. Don't be selfish and lose the one you love to a bad habit. Trust me losing the most important thing in your life is not worth smoking weed or lying or anything else of that nature.

It is not worth losing the love of your life, when you fuck up on something so stupid to fuck up on.